krishna deshpande

i met krishna at that mad after party for the brits last night and it was quite possibly the best moment of my life. i can't believe i nearly turned down the invite... there's a whole parallel universe out there where i DIDN'T get to meet krishna and he DIDN'T pet my hair and tell me he loved my dress and i have to stop thinking about that because i'll probably cry for my alternate self (again).

it was pretty late when i ran into him, and he was totally drunk, like really really obliterated. i gaped at him for a bit but managed to find some words because suddenly i was saying things like "holy fucking shit" and "i fucking love you" and "YOU WERE ACTUALLY ROBBED." but he seemed to be in a really good mood so i really hope he wasn't down about losing, and he showed me this weird napkin thing thing mikey had fashioned and said it was their "elise award" which i didn't understand until after i went home and stalked him some more and saw this. (btw how shit is it that they didn't even get ONE brit tho, what the actual fuck, and someone pls kick chris martin in the balls).

his hair was fucking beautiful. because i'm a creep and a twitter stalker i noticed that he was wearing a different shirt from the one he wore on the red carpet before the awards so i mentioned it... first he said he was just a diva who had a minimum of four costume changes in his contract, but then after a minute he said he had to change because it wasn't his shirt and he didn't want to spill anything on it because he's "a human disaster" (his words) and he didn't trust himself. this begs the question: did he bring extra clothes to the brits??? i have zero clue. i was too dazzled by his entire being to really question anything because in person he is a thousand times more attractive than he is in pictures, and that is both unfair and also something i didn't ever conceive of being remotely possible. he literally defies physics.

anyway he actually hung with me for a little while and met my bf (who was even weirder around him than i was btw, should i be worried) and then mikey and emre came along too and it was utter heaven. one of krishna's friends came around, too, but i had no clue who he was. krishna introduced him to me as "jay" which is very mysterious because i know no one name wonders named jay. basically everyone was thoroughly drunk. BEYOND drunk. and then jay made a very snotty comment about chris martin which immediately put him on my good list.

tl;dr i met krishna deshpande while he was cunted and he touched my hair and told me i was pretty.

lunageo:

It's just so wrong that people who HAVEN'T COME OUT are being nominated for the Brit LGBT Awards, what kind of logic is that? Especially when there's specifically an ally category??? Don't get me wrong I love Elise and Zayn and all those people, and just because they haven't actually said they're queer doesn't mean they aren't but Krishna is actually out. He's talked about his sexuality openly and has done so much work in the community and I don't understand how it's okay that this award could be taken from him by someone who isn't queer. Please please please don't vote for Elise or Zayn or Little Mix. They deserve lots of awards, but this one isn't theirs. Don't take this away from the other people on the shortlist who are clearly more deserving.