why isn't this fucking term over already. this year's been utterly shit from start to finish, and if my marks aren't up to where they should be summer's also going to be shit. mum and dad won't even let me take a job to make some money because i have to "concentrate on my studies" or whatever the fuck. i'm not failing out though, and i'm not exactly at any risk of it, so i don't see why it's such a big deal. they're still no doubt going to make me take a prep class, and then leela and i have to do chinmaya mission shit. why does it matter if i memorise the bhagavad gita? and then there's all that rubbish going on with certain someones at school. fuck's sake, i can't get even a second of peace these days.|