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indian kate moss ([info]krishna) wrote,
@ 1970-01-01 20:42:00

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[info]hwylie: middle of the night conversation.

Conversations with Wylie were never, Krishna had to say, predictable. Given that he hadn’t intended on pushing any buttons, he had been quite surprised to find that he accidentally had; the ensuing debate — if it could have even been called that — ended up going nowhere, at least in Krishna’s opinion. It felt like they were talking in circles, with Wylie seeming unexpectedly offended by Krishna’s viewpoints. All things considered, the most effective solution Krishna could come up with was sex. It wasn’t exactly the most mature or healthy distraction, but with them, it was a guaranteed fix.

So they wound up having sex. And they were unquestionably good at it.

Although Krishna could have easily gone back to Lola’s, he instead took Wylie up on his offer to spend the night. This was mostly because he was exhausted, but there was a part of him that chased the illusion that sleeping in Wylie’s bed offered him. It was really getting to be a problem, but he’d be leaving for the next leg of his tour in a few days. What harm could it do to let himself lounge around in an attractive older man’s house for one night?

He fell asleep to the sporadic sound of page turning (Wylie was reading something), but when he woke up it was dark, and he was alone. Reflexively, anxiousness crept up his spine, but he forced himself to relax. He didn’t have to know Wylie all that well to know Wylie didn’t sleep much. It was likely he was just doing something — getting a drink, reading a book or his scripts, walking around. Krishna sat up, squinting in the dim light, and pushed a hand through his sleep-messy hair. It was eerily quiet, especially since he’d grown used to the hum of the bus’ engine as white noise for the past month.

After hesitating only briefly, he got up. His boxer briefs were conveniently slung over the dresser, and he put them on; had he been in his own apartment, he wouldn’t have bothered, roommate or no roommate, but here in Wylie’s house, which felt big and unnerving at night, he was strangely skittish about it. He wandered down the hall to the kitchen, and when he got there he stopped short, caught off guard by the sight of a figure pacing beyond the sliding glass door. But it was just Wylie, he realized after a second. Wylie, standing outside gesturing, the silhouette of his mouth moving.

Krishna padded further into the room, grabbing a glass from one of the cupboards and filling it up. One sip, and then he was pushing the door open. LA’s mild beginning of fall weather met him immediately, unexpected even though he knew it what the temperature was.

He didn’t interrupt. He brought the glass to his mouth again and sat down in one of the pool chairs, studying Wylie with interest while he went through lines.



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[info]hwylie
2015-10-06 05:23 am UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
Whatever led Krishna to come over, Wylie hadn’t bothered to put together that it had anything to do with their conversation. That wasn’t really a disagreement in his book. Not that Wylie had a book, but the moment was all but forgotten when Krishna took him in his mouth.

Sex: The great equalizer.

Krishna hadn’t asked, and Wylie didn’t freely offer up information, but he wasn’t big on inviting people over. His place was pristine, it was every bit the magazine article it’d once been for Architectural Digest, and it was his. From an outsider’s perspective, there wasn’t an ounce of warmth to the place, but he found comfort in the control he exerted over the environment. To invite someone in was an intimate gesture. To allow them to walk freely among his space, to let them sleep in his bed, to show them his own red room, he just didn’t make a habit of it. Of course, no one considered the act the way he did.

Sleep was something he’d always found to be a waste of time, and after a few hours, he untangled himself from the singer, and wandered off in his black lowrise trunks. Work hadn’t necessarily been on his mind, but after he’d had two glasses of whiskey, he found himself out by the pool and inspired to do the work. The call back was tomorrow, and he wasn’t nervous so much as he felt like he still wasn’t there. He hadn’t found the character’s center. Two whiskeys later, he was in someone else’s skin. Krishna’s presence went unnoticed at first. The tunnel vision that came from performing had been in full effect. He’d been so oblivious that it took him a moment after he finished before he caught his eye and jump. “Jeeeeesus, fuck.” His hand pressed to his bare chest where he could feel his heart. The sentiment that the heart carried the weight of emotion always struck him as odd, but it came to him along with the realization that he had an audience. “Careful, you’re coming dangerously close to watching me act.” Eyebrows lifted, and a tease of a smile played out. A few strides and he smoothly eased his legs into the luke warm water of the pool. Arms stretched out behind him in such a way to suggest there was room to join.

The view of Los Angeles from his pool was a thing of beauty. A selling point of the house, the realtor had once said. Wylie didn’t live here enough to truly appreciate it, but moments like now, he could still be caught off guard by it. The reflection helped him shake loose of a skin that wasn’t his, and readjust to his own.

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[info]krishna
2015-10-06 10:53 am UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
Krishna grinned, a gesture that turned out a little brattier than he could help, at Wylie's reaction to finally noticing him. He leaned back slightly, head tipped to one side, and finished off the glass of water. "Hey," he said, "didn't I watch an episode of Girls specifically for you?" If they'd been closer to each other he would have reached out to nudge Wylie's leg with his foot, but as it was there was too much distance between them.

That, however, was remedies quickly as Wylie slid his legs into the water. Krishna didn't hesitate to join him. The water temperature was slightly cooler than was immediately comfortable, but he adjusted quickly. Besides, there was a lot to distract him from it: Wylie's house was quite frankly insane. Krishna had grown up in a family that could by many standards have been considered rich, but he'd never experienced anything close to this. The view of the city sprawling out beyond them only added to the arresting effect. He let out a measured breath and leaned in easily so that their shoulders were touching.

"What's the part?" he asked after a moment. He turned to look at Wylie's profile. It wasn't pitch black, and the hazy glow around them made Wylie look a little otherworldly. Of course, the fact that he seemed not to sleep also made him seem that way.

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[info]hwylie
2015-10-06 01:56 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
For all the NDAs he signed in his life, Wylie based his own judgment of a person on whether or not he could share information. Krishna didn’t seem to care much about the industry, and he trusted him enough to invite him over, so he didn’t hesitate on answering, “It’s for the The Girl on the Train movie. They’re reading me for either the unstable golden boy …” He invaded Krishna’s personal space a little by turning in, leaning in a little to do his best Patrick Bateman smile. “Or the ex-husband of the protagonist.” The smile loosened, and genuine interest leaked out through his features. “The latter would be more of a challenge. He had an affair due to her drinking, is a character you really have to feel for…” A pause followed and he looked back at the view. “Not exactly something I’m known for.” He wanted it though, and he didn’t hide it in his voice.

His feet pushed through the water in slow lazy circles, his mind was caught up on the role for a moment longer before he asked, “When do you leave?” Wylie met his gaze with soft eyes. In the time Krishna had been there, Wylie had only slept with him. He wouldn’t miss him in the romantic longing sense, but he liked having him around. Their sex was top-notch, and it came with a freedom of intimacy and affection he wasn’t always granted. Even though only their shoulders touched, there was a tenderness about the shared moment.

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[info]krishna
2015-10-06 07:33 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
"Oh, yeah, some of my friends' roll been telling me about that," Krishna said, nodding in recognition. He really didn't keep up with television and film, though, nor was he as avid a reader as he used to be. It was interesting to spend time with actors, whose whole lives revolved around the industry. Especially Wylie, for whom that was even more emphasized; it seemed like his job actually was his life. It was yet another aspect of Wylie that Krishna couldn't understand, though he knew lots of people who shared Wylie's view at least in respect to that.

He turned in slightly, mirroring Wylie's position and grinning back at him sleepily. He takes a hand through his hair, sending it even more askew, and made a considering expression. "I think you'd work really well for something like that, actually," he said. He twisted more, so that he was almost facing Wylie head on, and he dragged his index finger lightly over the cut of Wylie's jaw. "You actually have a very likable face. It's just malleable. Like Ted Bundy." He smiled again with one corner of his mouth, cheeky.

At Wylie's question, Krishna leaned back, hands braced on the ground behind himself. "Wednesday. Two days." He rolled his shoulders. He was genuinely looking forward to going back to tour, but there was that idiotic part of himself that he knew would miss Wylie, even when he knew how useless and misguided it was to feel that way. But he couldn't help it; he wasn't like Wylie, who lived so in the moment that he could walk away from people without issue. "I didn't mean to insult you before," he said abruptly, brow knitting. He glanced over at Wylie's face. "When I said the thing about, you know, you being id and that. I didn't mean anything by it. Not like it a 'this is bad' kind of way."

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[info]hwylie
2015-10-06 08:21 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
The Ted Bundy comment earned him laugh, and his knee knocked into Krishna’s for that. For as little as they actually talked in the scheme of things, he found Krishna to be enjoyable to be around. He made him laugh, things were easy between them. In another life where he wanted a life of attachment, he didn’t think it would be difficult to see something form there, only, that wasn’t realistic in this lifetime.

Two days. Wylie made note of it, but didn’t comment. Didn’t want to venture much further down that conversational wormhole if he could avoid it. The apology, however, brought a mix of confusion to his features. A brow raised and his head shook a bit. Krishna’s comment hadn’t exactly been a new one. People accused him of a lot worse and he rarely batted an eye at it. His brow relaxed after a moment. His eyes searched Krishna's briefly before he admitted, “I just thought you saw me differently.”

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[info]krishna
2015-10-06 09:01 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
Although Wylie’s initial response was to shake his head, a gesture that communicated it’s no problem or don’t worry about it or something to that effect, he continued after a moment. The reply wasn’t all that surprising now that Krishna knew he’d unintentionally hit a nerve with the comment. Wylie wasn’t someone he really wanted to get into things with, which was why they were able to exist so well together thus far: it was all about the sex. But now, there was a part of Krishna that wanted to push forward with this topic anyway. He’d brought it up in the first place, after all.

“I don’t think I see you all that inaccurately,” he ventured, then. His mouth twisted to one side for a moment in thought. “I mean, like, just because I don’t think you believe in a guiding moral code doesn’t mean I think you’ll do things considered wildly inappropriate in society. Obviously you’re not in prison or anything, I know that. And, like, I was confused about why you got so defensive in the first place. You don’t have a moral code, you said yourself. And I wasn’t trying to attack you by saying that in the first place.” He spoke matter of factly for the while, legs kicking slowly in the water. Late night talks with friends were a common occurrence with him, but this was different. He and Wylie weren’t friends, really. They were something else. He had no point of reference for whatever they were.

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[info]hwylie
2015-10-06 09:45 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
Wylie was attentive while Krishna’s spoke. His eyes held a steady focus, but once he finished, his hold released and his gaze fell back on the landscape. For as good as he was with charming people, or talking about himself, the topic they had ventured toward was one he often struggled with. Very few people understood him, and usually he walked away from the conversation for the ease of letting someone think whatever they wanted about him. There was no true reason to defend himself, he didn’t ultimately care, but for some reason it mattered right then. Everything about him went still when he was lost in thought, but eventually he turned back to Krishna with a hint of vulnerability. “There’s this misconstrued idea about me that just because I’m not affected by people not being in my life that I don’t have feelings or care. To say that would imply that my time with anyone would be false. That I was performing when I was with them and not being genuine. It’s such an ugly idea, and I don’t care if most people think it’s true. It just bothered me that someone like you could potentially believe it.”

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[info]krishna
2015-10-06 09:52 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
Wylie was quiet for a moment, and Krishna wondered whether he’d once again gone a little too far — whether he’d said exactly the wrong thing and had wound up making Wylie angry. As it turned out, it was a bit worse: the expression on Wylie’s face when he turned back to face him was sensitive around the edges. It was soft, perhaps disappointed. Vulnerable. And it wasn’t an expression Krishna was remotely used to seeing on Wylie’s face, even through their intimate moments together.

For another long moment, Krishna absorbed Wylie’s reply. He looked at the water, and then out at the view beyond them. Did Wylie care about him? He honestly wasn’t sure, for all that it seemed that Wylie seemed to be communicating that. But while bringing everything back to himself was a tendency Krishna had, he didn’t want to get into that now. Even if by some chance Wylie said he did care about him, that didn’t ultimately mean anything, not in the way Krishna wanted it to mean something. They just had two different versions of looking at and experiencing the world. “I see,” he said after a moment, though it was obvious that wasn’t true. He didn’t see. For all that he could wrap his brain around the pure words Wylie was telling him, he couldn’t wrap his heart around them. He didn’t understand how anyone could be like Wylie, and yet living, breathing proof of it was sitting right next to him. “I’m sorry,” he said at length, frowning again. “I don’t really get it. But…” He stopped, rubbing the back of his neck. He turned back to face Wylie, earnest. “I’ll try to get it.”

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[info]hwylie
2015-10-06 11:23 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
Wylie’s ability to read people was limited. He knew when someone wanted to fuck him. He knew when someone had feelings for him. Knew when someone hated him. In general, his abilities allowed him to manipulate with the best of them, but he couldn’t entirely read Krishna in that moment. Or maybe it was that his interpretation was that Krishna didn’t exactly want to hear that from him. Either way, he was puzzled, and that was a new sensation. “I’d rather you believe it than get it.” That had been his sticking point. The lack of belief in how he felt about anything. Like he was faking it.

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[info]krishna
2015-10-06 11:28 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
Krishna huffed out a breath of something that was half a laugh and half not. It was late, and he still wasn’t completely awake. Wylie’s house was starkly beautiful, cold, and it should have brought him to alertness immediately; but it was also strangely surreal in a way that lent their conversation a dreamy feel, like he was still asleep. “I’ll try to believe it,” he said, wry. He opened his mouth, then shut it again. He wasn’t prone to hiding his feelings, and he wasn’t exactly hiding them from Wylie. He didn’t even know what he felt about Wylie in the first place. But saying I’m going to miss you was too much, even for him, especially since he knew Wylie certainly wouldn’t miss him back. It wasn’t a lie, he thought. He just didn’t want to engage in humiliating himself any more than he already generally did on a daily basis.

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[info]hwylie
2015-10-06 11:58 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
Despite his delivery, Wylie could tell there was truth behind his remark. They operated on two different playing fields. Wylie couldn’t understand his point of view, Krishna couldn’t comprehend his. Yet here they were. Krishna had opened his mouth to voice something and yet refrained. As curious as Wylie was about it, seriousness wasn’t exactly something the two of them shared, so Wylie did them a solid and went with the comment like Krishna was just being an asshole. “Just like you’ll try not to miss me?” He’d leaned in, dipped his head down, and playfully scraped his teeth along Krishna’s exposed neck.

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[info]krishna
2015-10-07 12:06 am UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
Something released, and the tension between them dissipated. But this only lasted a moment, because, as though he could read Krishna’s mind, Wylie voiced the exact thing Krishna had held himself back from saying. His stomach did a complicated set of acrobatics, and though he did his best to relax, his awkwardness was clear from the tenseness of his shoulders to the halfhearted laugh he breathed out. “Ha,” he said, voice just slightly strained, “right.” He’d never had a good poker face; so far, that had hurt him more than it had helped him. He didn’t back away from Wylie’s proximity, though. If anything he leaned closer, until his nose nudged against Wylie’s neck. “What time’s your audition tomorrow?” he asked. His voice was slightly muffled against Wylie’s skin.

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[info]hwylie
2015-10-07 12:35 am UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
There was a moment where Wylie wondered if he’d accidentally tripped over what Krishna had wanted to say. The way the singer’s shoulders had tensed, the laugh, the nervous energy… did Wylie have to address it or had his joke said enough? The moment wasn’t worth overanalyzing since Krishna’s body language welcomed his invasion. To tease him about it might only incur more awkwardness, and that didn’t exactly suit the way their night had been playing out. The way it could continue to play out. Instead he dragged his tongue along Krishna’s pulse and chased the same space with his teeth again. “Noon. Then Gaga’s later that night to watch the show premiere. You wanna come?” Wylie moved a little so that when he slipped his hand over Krishna’s thigh, then under it, it made pulling him onto his lap happen more smoothly. His hands moved down to his ass, and his mouth took advantage of the access to the younger man’s neck.

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[info]krishna
2015-10-07 12:59 am UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
It was easy to move past the hiccup when Wylie was clearly uninterested in pursuing the issue. Given that he was intelligent and undoubtedly good at reading people, Krishna could only assume his silence about it was deliberate, which was embarrassing. What was new, though? Anyway, Krishna was distracted by the way Wylie dragged his tongue, then his teeth over his neck. He’d definitely have a bruise there the next day, but it wasn’t like it mattered. He always had random bruises, and he never made a point to hide them, nor was anyone remotely surprised by them.

It would have been just as easy to say yes when Wylie invited him over — to Gaga’s, no less — but before he could let the answer roll off his tongue, Krishna stayed himself. What would Lola say? That it was a fucking terrible idea, obviously. And it would have been a bad idea. He couldn’t argue with that, especially now that he had apparently no chill at all when it came to whatever this was. He shifted over when Wylie pulled at him, arms immediately wrapping around Wylie’s neck to steady himself (they were still right at the edge of the pool, after all). “That’s all right,” he said. This time when his voice came out strained, it was at least (mostly) because the feel of Wylie’s teeth on his neck was going straight south on Krishna’s body. “I should probably get my shit together before leaving. Say goodbye to Lola, all that stuff.” He made a vague noise of displeasure when Wylie stopped what he was doing for a moment, urged him to keep going. “Dunno how I’m still surprised you’ve got friends in such high places,” he huffed.

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[info]hwylie
2015-10-07 01:19 am UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
A hint of disappointment rolled through Wylie when Krishna rejected his invitation. He invited him to Gaga’s house. Who said no to that? The weak excuse gave him great pause. Lola. Wylie almost rolled his eyes but managed to stop himself. “Invite her too.” There was nothing about that idea that Wylie actually liked. Lola could be a good time, even when she was cleaning him out of drugs, but somehow even when she wasn’t present she could be such a fucking cockblock. Now that he’d paused (and ignored the protest), his hands shifted to Krishna’s lower back, and his head tilted so their eyes could lock. No wasn’t exactly a common response to him (real conflicts nonwithstanding) and he never responded well to those situations. Case in point, he invited fucking Lola to an event with friends.

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[info]krishna
2015-10-07 01:29 am UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
Wylie’s insistence was surprising, though Krishna couldn’t quite pinpoint why. Logically, it made sense that Wylie didn’t like to lose, and it was possible that Krishna saying no was read as a loss (at least when it came to the principle of the matter). One corner of his mouth tugged up, a lopsided smile even though Wylie had stopped his ministrations, and he met Wylie’s gaze. “No,” he said, expression softening. “I really shouldn’t.” He leaned forward, not for a kiss but instead to press their foreheads together. Their noses bumped incidentally, and against himself, Krishna snuffled out a laugh. “But I really appreciate you inviting me. I’ll let her know anyway. She can entertain you there if she wants.”

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[info]hwylie
2015-10-07 01:45 am UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This

No, was never a good word. Even when it was applicable, Wylie didn’t love using it. No was just very final. Now his concentration was off and he leaned back a little more, one hand behind him to steady himself. “First off, she only gets to come if you show up. Second, why not?” Wylie couldn’t fathom this. Sure, Lady Gaga wasn’t the be all and end all - but it was undeniable that she threw a hell of a party. “The last time she threw an event, she died her pool blood red amongst some truly batshit stuff. Do you not want to be seen with me?” They hadn’t exactly been private at the club not that long ago, and while they had kept things largely residential since, the day they’d drove around pool hoping, Wylie had taken him to his favorite seafood shack in Malibu where the two had laughed over beers like they’d been dating for months. A party with Wylie’s friends might have been a different story though.

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[info]krishna
2015-10-07 01:55 am UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
Apparently, not going to this party was a sticking point: Wylie wouldn’t let it go. “What?” Krishna said, eyebrows furrowing slightly in confusion. “No, of course not. Why would I care about being seen with you? No one even knows who I am.” He grinned, trying to lighten the mood, but it was clear that Wylie wanted a concrete answer, and that kissing him wasn’t going to work as a distraction. Krishna shifted, discomfort tightening the muscles in his shoulders just a bit. “It’s not a huge thing or anything,” he said, growing defensive now himself — not by much, but enough to be somewhat noticeable. “I just think — I feel like I should spend that last night before tour — ” His expression scrunched up slightly, and he put a hand over his face on reflex. As many times as he’d laid it all out there for other people, it was still hard. And with Wylie, everything was always different. “I don’t want to encourage myself,” he said finally, face still hidden behind his hand.

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[info]hwylie
2015-10-07 02:27 am UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
Perhaps his last question had been a bit extreme, but his mind didn’t operate from an entirely rational point of view. Between the two of them, Wylie was arguably more famous, and he was well aware of that. What he’d been getting at was the idea of people he was close to seeing them together. The correction didn’t ultimately matter because of what followed the initial joke. For the ego Wylie sported, he rarely jumped to this conclusion. This conclusion wasn’t exactly common, but it also wasn’t uncommon. The idea that anyone could want someone as emotionally disconnected as he could be, often spoke volumes about the person in question. His reaction wasn’t of repulsion or rejection though. Instead his body shifted so both hands pressed against Krishna’s back, as if to hold him there.

To keep him from bolting. For a moment he was quiet. One hand stroke the length of Krishna’s back, and when he spoke his voice was soft. “You don’t think going to a Gaga party would be good for your career?” The question was rhetorical, but Wylie paused for a moment anyway, as did the movement of his hand. “Don’t misconstrue that statement either. I’m not trying to buy you with this, I invited you because I want you to go with me. But if you’re rejecting me because of me, I still don’t want you to lose this opportunity. Most of this party will consist of her friends... Bring Lola, don’t stay, whatever, but Krishna… let me be good at the things I’m good at.”

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[info]krishna
2015-10-07 03:10 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
Wylie didn't let go of him. If anything, he only tightened his grip in a way that was, despite the situation Krishna had found himself in, comforting. Really, though, it wasn't that surprising; Krishna had always been an incredibly tactile person, someone who felt better from a hug than from a verbal cheering up. He slid his fingers into Wylie's hair at the back of his head unconsciously. "I'm not rejecting you," he said, rolling his eyes with mild amusement. "I'm only saying no to one party. I just don't want to wind up moping about you when I head back, which is what's gonna happen if I spend my last night here with you." He let out a heavy breath, weighing it up. "All right. Fine, yeah, I'll go. If you insist that I hang out with Gaga and her friends." He smiled lopsidedly. It was still a terrible idea, he had no doubt about that. But it was hard to say no to Wylie, especially when they were close like this, and when no one else was around.

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[info]hwylie
2015-10-07 04:05 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
A victorious grin spread across Wylie’s lips, and his hands slid further up Krishna’s back as if to pull him in closer. This wasn’t a victory in the sense that he only wanted Krishna to say yes for the principal of the matter, he did, legitimately want him there. There weren’t a lot of people you could just bring into that environment, but he suspected Krishna would fit right in. He resumed the assault on Krishna’s neck once again, and pressed the words, “I do insist,” into his skin. After another moment he added, “You’re not really going to bring Lola are you?” He wouldn’t retract his invitation, he just wanted Krishna to know, he did not love the idea.

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[info]krishna
2015-10-07 06:01 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
Caving was something Krishna would undoubtedly resent himself for -- he kind of already resented himself for it -- but he also couldn't help it. His weakness for guys like Wylie was documented, both by others and by himself. He broadcasted it all the time. Sometimes, he thought it was good to talk about it (or sing about it) so much, but at other times, he wondered whether he was only excusing his own weaknesses, giving himself an out for making the same bad decisions over and over again. I'm just like this, and there's nothing I can do about it. That's probably what a lot of people would have told him if he asked in earnest.

A shiver rolled down his spine, the vibrations of Wylie's words tickling him, and although he already felt shitty about agreeing, and about the fact that he'd found himself in this place with yet another unavailable person, he breathed out a laugh. "Yeah, I am," he said. He tilted his head slightly to give Wylie more room, twisted his fingers a little more tightly in his hair. "I can't not spend my last night in LA without her. Anyway, this whole thing's mostly just about getting my foot in the door with Gaga, isn't it?" He ducked down, kissing Wylie properly.

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[info]hwylie
2015-10-07 06:39 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This
Momentarily, Wylie was distracted by the taste of skin and the way Krishna lightly pulled at his hair. If there was one trigger for him outside of the obvious, fingers in his hair was the way to go. Unfortunately, the idea of Lola being around all night really put a damper on the moment. He made a noise of frustration that was quickly silenced by Krishna’s mouth. He knew he should be concerned about the things Krishna was dancing around, but it was really hard to focus when the amount of time they spent having sex usually out ranked the amount of time they talked. Also, he didn’t really like thinking about it because whenever someone started to hint about feelings, it meant there was an expiration on their time together and Wylie much preferred to focus on the present. Still, despite all that, he found himself mumbling against his mouth something about giving him something to miss, because, he was still an asshole who liked the idea that someone wanted him even if he didn’t exactly return the sentiment.

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